Wednesday, March 20, 2019

March 10-16, 2019 Migraines, Taxes, Robins, Snow and Sunshine, Jane Eyre

March 10-16, 2019 
Migraines, Taxes, Robins, Snow and Sunshine, Jane Eyre Completed!

Fun putting up branches to outline trails- haven't been able to do that for the past two months.  The week started with a lot of snow on the ground, then it warmed up and we lost a lot, then it snowed again.


Hello, Friends!

My friend, Chelle, shared an online card with me that says:
Joyful in Hope
Patient in Affliction
and Faithful in Prayer
What a perfect message summarizing my difficult week.  Thankful for getting through it with prayer, the Lord, and my Dd and Dh caring for me.


Her email was perfect timing for a very human week.  Sunday morning, the start of our new week, I reached down to the floor to scoop out some white rice to make for my chicken's breakfast and felt that tug/pull/electric sensation you have when you just pulled out a disc in your back....oi.  I got on the floor and laid out and tried to relax and get the disc back where it was supposed to be. 



 I laid for a while and then was able to get up.  I was able to get dressed for church and tip-toe, making it through the service without drawing much attention to myself. 



 After church, I went straight to bed and stayed there the whole day.  By Sunday night, with Ibuprofen and a heating pad, I thought I might have beat it. 



 But, when I woke up on Monday it was still really sore and pained and wasn't going to be fixed quickly for all my trying!

Putting dried corn out for wild critters

Thursday: 
Praying in Pain
I woke up with a migraine on Wednesday and continued fighting migraines the whole of the week, slowly getting worse until the worse day on Thursday.  I had one of my very rare, extremely horrific migraines--vomiting throughout the day whenever the pain got really intense, to the point of getting a bloody nose.  



I won't share all the details, but this was all out war on my body.  



Around 10 pm I was finally able to keep down a small glass of almond milk and ibuprofen, the first sustenance of the day.  I was glad to finally be able to breathe and not be in such intense pain after so many hours of agony.  



I don't understand why some people have such a hard, hard path just being alive and trying to get through each day with the help of the Lord without giving up.  Life is hard.  I'm thankful for all my body can do--walking, running, drawing...but, it definitely comes with a hefty cost too.



Friday: Dentist and (slow) Recovery from Epic Migraine:
Of course, I had a dentist appointment scheduled for 8:40 am, a 45-minute drive away.  My tooth (#14) went wonky last month on February 12th. 



 I went to my doctor (Feb. 13), wondering if it was a sinus infection.  She said to call my dentist--saw Sammy on Feb. 15th, he said to see Dr. Guinn for a root canal, saw Dr. Guinn on Feb. 21st, then the wait for the medicine to work, and returned to Dr. Guinn on Tuesday, March 12th.  Dr. Guinn said to go back to Sammy to have a permanent filling put on the cap--March 15th.  It had been such an ordeal I really just wanted to finish it up, so even though I was exhausted from being in so much pain the whole day before I managed to get to the dentist Friday.  

For those keeping track: one infected tooth=
1 doctor visit
2 endodontist visits
2 dentist visits
32 days for completion 

 

Remembering: 
Joyful in Hope, Patient in AFFLICTION, and Faithful in Prayer!



Time Change:
Sunday morning the time sped up and we moved one hour ahead.  I wish we didn't have these silly time changes.  For most of the years we lived in Indiana, up until the last few years, we didn't change our clocks.  We wisely stayed the same time year round and it was good!!



Signs of Spring:




Sandhill Cranes flying past each day now.  




Buds appearing on most of the tree branches.  A fly miraculously appeared in our house.  Michiganders (people who live in Michigan) wearing shorts and flip-flops (in 20-30 degree weather, albeit sunny).  Robins arrived Friday.  




Daylight Savings - Time Change:

Sunday morning the time sped up and we moved one hour ahead.  I wish we didn't have these silly time changes.  For most of the years we lived in Indiana, up until the last few years, we didn't change our clocks.  We wisely stayed the same time year round and it was good!! Dh really doesn't adjust quickly to the changes and I hate to see him extra tired. 



Henry Walks: 
Between my pulled back and migraines, Dd did most of the walks for Henry!  It was really nice that she was able to step up and do some of my physical chores for me!  I really appreciated her help.  I guess one lesson from having a parent with migraines is that she has learned to help me or be independent on those days when my tank is empty.



Chores:
A few weeks back I was sharing how I felt Dd doesn't do as many chores as I'd like and then this week, in one of her Grace classes, the class discussed how many chores they did at home.  Dd was pleased to share how she did more chores than most of the students in the class!  I still think she should be contributing a lot more time to our family chore list, but she feels better knowing there are other homeschoolers that don't excel in this area.  I can always hope for more help; nothing wrong in that!!  She can always try for less chore; nothing wrong in that either!  At least we are all having good discussions about it.



Weather:
We had flurries just about every day this week, but with the bouts of warm temperatures and sunshine, we lost more than 25 % of our snowpack in Michigan in one week!  I have to admit the pristine white blanket of snow over everything sure was beautiful!!!  Now we have mud and can see all the fallen limbs from all the blizzard winds we've had this winter.  Time to start thinking about our garden!  Snow, sunshine, and big breezy days.  The chickens got to use the secured outside pen, the section with the big umbrella that has mesh netting across the top of the pen to deter any prey from getting ideas.  They love being out there and eating the snow; don't ask me why they love eating snow, but they do!




Chickens:



I really think the chickens look a little better this week.  



I don't know if it is all the rice dishes I've cooked for them each day or the sunshine and time outside or a combination of it all?!  But, they do seem less stressed. 



 My problem is that every time I go to Tractor Supply to get feed or lightbulbs or sunflower seeds I see the new baby chicks and want to bring them ALL home with me!!! 



 I didn't get any new chicks last year and don't really have room for more chickens in our coop, but really would love to try a Silkie.  


Buckbeak, another favorite of mine.


Chelle has shared how lovely that breed is and I'd love to see for myself. 
Ms. Lemon



 Plus, I really love my one Bantam (Ms. Lemon) and wouldn't mind a few more of those chatty birds.  



I'm trying to figure out how to get the hens to be able to 'free range' more this spring/summer but haven't figured it out just yet.  



The chicken tractors Dh built me are so heavy and hard to move around.  



I'm thinking about it....think, think, think!
Hestia




Robins:
Friday, March 15th I saw the first Robins in our town!  Then on Saturday, they arrived on our road!  Now the little beauties are everywhere!  Yay!  I love seeing Robin's and saying, "Top of the morning to you!"



Church:
Our new minister is doing so well!  Things haven't changed a lot, which is very welcomed in my mind!  I attend a small group of ladies in a Sunday School group; maybe 5-10 ladies each week.  We have spent the past year slowly doing Beth Moore's Entrusted bible study on 2nd Timothy.



  It is so nice how our first twenty minutes, or so, is spent sharing our prayer requests and praises to answered prayer.  Weekly I ask for my "unspoken" prayer request to be added to the spoken list due to lack of time and the private nature of my prayer.  I often wonder if the other ladies also have private concerns that they pray about but don't share?  It is odd how we keep so much of ourselves back and are generally expected to do so.  I honestly never have figured that out entirely; perhaps it is the 'judging thing' or perhaps being embarrassed?  The embarrassment could go both ways--they'd be embarrassed to hear and we'd be embarrassed to share.  I would be nice to be able to openly share our prayer requests with others without fallout, but I just don't see that happening and am learning to accept that reality as well as my deepening understanding of how human we humans are as I age.



Jane Eyre 
by Charlotte Bronte: Completed
Book Girl by Sarah Clarkson has been challenging me on my reading lists this year.  I forget how many book lists are included in Book Girl, maybe 20?  Jane Eyre was on multiple lists from multiple women and I'd never read the book before, only watched the movie.  I struggled throughout the book, trying to decide if I even liked it.  Charlotte Bronte is definitely not Jane Austen!  No humor, quips, jabs, and lively action in Bronte's story, but I am predisposed to liking Austen's writing.  I struggled with so many parts of this book, but have to admit most of my issues were because of the modern era I was born into.  I didn't appreciate so many of the male to female discussions and interactions between Jane and any of the male characters!



I love figuring out the critter tracks in the snow

  But, at the very core of the book, I found myself in the same boat as Jane.  I'm just a female that found the one person who thinks I'm special and loves me.  Jane knew no one else could or would love her but Edward Rochester; they were kindred spirits even though their age gap was quite large.  I also connected to Jane having a very difficult and unloved childhood and finding learning and books to be an encouragement.  I have to admit I did have a hard time not getting offended the many times Jane was talked down to, especially by the male characters.  But, I have to question if I would have had the same complaint if I had read this when it was written.  I had to keep putting myself in check and focus on the heart of the story.  I have to admit I did like Jane and would get along with her quite well!



Taxes:
Dh spent all of Saturday, but got our taxes done!  He did it with Turbo Tax and saved us the $400 we paid last year for an accountant to do it for us!  So glad it is done and that it didn't cost us hardly anything to do!  It's not even April and we are done!




Deer:
We've been feeding the deer dried corn the past few weeks.



Can you see the deer?  We had at least six deer this morning


  I've dumped piles along our paths in the woods and Dh put up a PVC contraption he made as a real deer feeder by our pool; where we can see it.  
See the white PVC tied to the tree? that is Dh's corn feeder for the deer and they seem to like it!



The deer graced our pool-side feeder 3-4 mornings in a row!  One morning we counted at least six!  It is fun watching approach the feeder; they are scared but not too scared to inch towards it ever so slowly!


Owls:
The barred owls have been in our yard the past few weeks.  It is great hearing the conversations back and forth between the two of them.  Sometimes it sounds like there are three, but I am not positive of three.




My Bible Study:
Independent: The Armor of God by Priscilla Shirer
Reviewing each week: Entrusted by Beth Moore
Since I finished Entrusted months ago I re-do each lesson before Sunday and enjoy getting to dig a little deeper into the material than if I'd only studied it once.  I really have learned so much from this Bible study.

I put about 8-10 piles of corn around our paths in the woods for the critters



Dd's Academic Progress:

Bible:
Church, Sunday School, Youth Program, Olympians
Independent Bible study:
Word of Life 
Awaken: 90 Days with the God Who Speaks by Priscilla Shirer



Volunteering:
1 1/2 hours at church for Olympians program
1 1/2 hours at the library during Story Time
1-hour Nursery during Sunday church



Grace Classes:
Cultural Geography (BJU) 
Algebra I (Saxon) 
(I should mention Dh has been regularly helping Dd with her math homework most nights)
Spanish I (BJU and DuoLingo) 
Introductory Logic 
Exploring Economics by Ray Notgrass



Babysitting: 
2 1/2 yo and 11 months old
5 hours babysitting for J&T.  I'm so glad Dd is a really good babysitter and loves those kiddo's!



Physical Exercise:
Hikes with Henry 5x this week and a 
family hike on Saturday.  



Since I hurt my back and had migraines this week Dd really had to step up and do a lot of my chores.  She did a lot of chicken chores too!  Bless her heart, she was extra helpful this week and did a lot of running around for me. 



Home Economics:
Made a Taco Dinner one night
Made Egg breakfasts 3 x this week



Music: Guitar
Strings Group: 1-hour practice
Strings Group performance on Sunday for church



Agnes and her favorite buddy/toy, "Love"


Art:
Sketching
I always forget to document that she draws most weeks.


I've hung out the torn up rope toys of Henry's for the birds and nest makers.



Next Week:  
First Day of Spring! Planning a visit to see our dear, dear friends the "L" family in Indiana soon! Dd and I are to perform for the second time this month at church in the "Strings Group."  She plays the guitar and I am in the chorus.  Our church sings along to our selected hymns and they are louder than we are!  I love it! 


Thought for the Week:
Joyful in Hope, Patient in AFFLICTION, and Faithful in Prayer! 
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Monday, March 18, 2019

March 3 - 9, 2019 KCTC, Captain Marvel, Cold & Snow, Lessons, My Antonia Completed!

March 3 - 9, 2019
 KCTC (Kent Career Technical Center), Captain Marvel, Cold & Snow, Lessons, My Antonia Completed!


Henry,
the snow dog that always wants to be out running in the woods.


 Hello Friends!
Some sunshine arrived this week; still lots of cold and gray, but the accents of sunshine were most welcome!  We are feeding the deer and birds to help with the last weeks of spare food for wild critters.  It is nice to see melting snow, even if new snow replaces it the next day!  I felt really well this week and managed extra exercise; so good to have a week free of migraines and health issues.



Open-Minded Options:
Dd wanted to go to an Open House at KCTC (Kent Career Technical Center) this week.  This is a specialized high school that supplements high schoolers to learn a trade.  Dd would still be homeschooled for all her normal core classes, but for around two hours each morning, she could be trained in a career of her choosing.  Most of the students, upon completion, are quickly hired up by companies looking for trained employees.  We have just started praying about the decision and are in the gathering information stage.  I was impressed by the organization.  There are obstacles in her path; like finding a car that drives on snow and ice that she could use every day to get to her class.  It is about thirty minutes away from our home, which is very far when the roads are covered in snow and ice!!!  Also, she generally sleeps late each morning and that wouldn't be an option for her any longer if she chose this option.  One of the classes she might take starts at 6:45 AM every weekday!  It would be a huge change for her if we go that way.  Praying for discernment.


KCTC:
We went to four different areas: 1)Automotive 2) Precision Machining Technology 3)Heating, Air, Refrigeration 4)Aviation Electronics.  The Automotive wasn't very organized and I didn't do a great job of encouraging that...the Precision Machining and the HVACR were both very interesting and well represented.  Dd is thinking about those two now...we will see.  Next year, she will still be taking co-op classes at Grace HSA either way as it has been a big success for her.

Fixed the chicken's umbrella

Pressure:
Dd voiced her unease that I've somehow managed to make her feel like she has to pick a fantastic (and high paying) career, and soon!  It is always interesting how different we think we are parenting than how our children interpret it in their heads.  I thought I was doing a good job sharing many varied perspectives and providing insight, but that really wasn't how she heard it.  I'm glad she let me know so we could have a good open discussion on priorities.  It is hard when your daughter wants to be a "mom," but try explaining how that might not happen right away (if at all) and needing to have the tools to take care of yourself through a productive career without sounding harsh.  


Movies: Captain Marvel
I actually asked Dd to order our tickets a few days early so we could ensure good seats at our local theater to Brie Larson as Captain Marvel; I was so excited for the first female lead Marvel movie!  It didn't disappoint!!!  It was great to see women on the screen and not at the ratio of 10:01 (or worse!).  Higher, Faster, Farther!  Dh and I still liked Wonder Woman a little better as a movie, but Dd is firmly in the CM camp.  I did adore the cat, Goose, in the movie!  Goose was the best thing about the movie, in my mind!  


Audio:
My Antonia by Willa Cather
I am a little embarrassed to share we finally finished our winter audio after months!  I'm glad I didn't give up and that I persevered in whittling in a few chapters each week, but it sure did take longer than any book we've listened to!

Wikipedia Summary of My Antonia:
My Ántonia (/ˈæntəniə/ AN-tə-nee-ə) is a novel published in 1918 by American writer Willa Cather, considered one of her best works. It is the final book of her "prairie trilogy" of novels, preceded by O Pioneers! and The Song of the Lark.[1]:9 [Notes 1]:9
The novel tells the stories of an orphaned boy from Virginia, Jim Burden, and the elder daughter in a family of Bohemian immigrants, Ántonia Shimerda, who are each brought as children to be pioneers in Nebraska towards the end of the 19th century. Both the pioneers who first break the prairie sod for farming, as well as of the harsh but fertile land itself, feature in this American novel. The first year in the very new place leaves strong impressions in both children, affecting them lifelong.

This novel is considered Cather's first masterpiece. Cather was praised for bringing the American West to life and making it personally interesting.


My Antonia:
I was thoroughly upset by the ending, but Dd thought it was perfectly fitting.  I thought the main character, Jim, would eventually marry Antonia and was disappointed when that didn't happen.  Dd thought Antonia never saw Jim as more than a brother figure and so they never were going to get married.  But, the point of view was from Jim, and I felt his heartache as he shared how much he loved Antonia. 


Chickens:
Suzanne, an older friend from church, who is an older expert at gardening and chickens, gave me some suggestions regarding my chickens this week at church that I tried out.  One thing she does, in winter, is to remove the roost from her coop to force the chickens to nest down in the straw at night to 'keep warm, not having cold air coming up under them.'  Well, I tried this for a few days but my girls just moved over to the little nest box and tried to perch on it!  Each morning the box had fallen over on an edge with five hens awkwardly clinging on to the slanted edge.  After 3-4 days of this mess, I decided to bring in the small roost that I had taken out months ago.  I figured this was a compromise, I kept the bigger (taller/higher) roost out and just kept in the smaller one.  Some hens are happy nesting in the straw on the ground.

The chickens are getting more and more time in the sunshine.



Dd-Orthodontist:
Dd finally got the rubber-bands attached to the metal hinges in her mouth.  The goal is to pull back her bottom jaw behind her front teeth more.  It is a little bit painful, but Dd really seems very interested in doing whatever it takes to get her teeth as nice as possible.  Her doctor wanted to talk to me, to stress how important it is for Dd to were her new rubber bands and I assured her I didn't have to remind at all, Dd is on top of it!  I'm glad to see so much progress from all her hard work, her teeth are straightening right up.



Spring Cleaning:
Ah, it is that time of year!  I've been pulling out the window screens and brushing and vacuuming them.  Cleaning the windows and sills.  It is gradually getting a little more tidy as we get closer to spring.



Deer:
We've been putting whole and shucked corn out all over the place for the wild critters and this week we saw deer on our front yard and around.  Dh built some contraption feeder for the deer to eat the corn and they really liked the feeder.  The past few weeks I've enjoyed watching all the birds eating out of it each day, but this week we saw SIX deer around it!  Fun!  With all the snow we had this week we really wanted to put corn out to help out a little.  It has been a long winter and the ground is frozen and covered with snow.  It is nice to walk around the the spots I've been putting the corn and check to see if the deer ate it all each morning.  Henry likes grabbing a bite of the corn too; but, mostly because I fuss at him and he thinks this is a fun game!  He is a silly dog sometimes.

We need to fix the hoop houses and start planning our spring garden---hard to do with all the snow!


Dd's Academic Progress:



Grace Classes:
This year, for the first time, we're trying a co-op with Dd's core academic classes and it has gone really well.  Last year she took art classes and enjoyed the teachers and the homeschool student interaction.  I never would have thought I'd outsource core classes, but it has really surprised me at how focused she has been on doing good work.  

Grace Classes: 
Cultural Geography (BJU) 
Algebra I (Saxon)  
Spanish I (BJU)  
Introductory Logic  
Exploring Economics  by Ray Notgrass



 Bible: 
Church, Sunday School, Youth Program, Olympians.  Independent Bible study: Word of Life and Awaken: 90 Days with the God Who Speaks by Priscilla Shirer.  



Volunteering: 
1 1/2 hours at church--Olympians Program
1 1/2 hours at the library: Story Time helper



Audio/Literature:
My Antonia by Willa Cather: COMPLETED!!

Tiny prints in the snow---always fun guessing what kind of critter makes each print.


Physical Education:
Hike 1x this week with me and Henry



Next Week:
I go back to the endodontist about my root canal to see if the medication cured the infection.  Another week closer to spring!


May the Lord bless your week!
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